In the college, I faced the problem of not grasping my study-materials fast. It used to take intense study and brainstorming to understand a material which seemed to be a piece of cake for others.
Moreover, my classmates could understand the core idea by reading, say, only one book. On the other hand, it generally required two or more books for me to clear my concept. Also, some of my classmates had tremendous memorizing power. But, generally I had to rely on my understanding on the materials.
My concentration was loose. It used to have headache when I try to concentrate very intensely.
In this connection I would like to add that, my high school years were troublesome. I had troubles with my parents and with the supply of money from my father. My high school grades became mediocre and that made my heart broken. I was not emotionally sound when I entered the college.
Now a days I just can not understand why my academic result is not so good-looking.
Was I really that much talented as I considered myself? Or, did I just fail to cope with my situation? Who is liable for my situation? Me or my family?
If I really am not that much talented, what can I do now to improve my ability to learn?