At the reputable software company where I work, I have the following problem:
Task estimations are carried out and I am asked to give the estimated time for tasks. What ever I give as my estimation, they don't take it. After estimation is done, my team mates make fun of me for estimation hours given by me.
Manager does not listen to me. He asks every time why there is delay, if I don't complete task in time, and if I achieve in quick succession he asks me why have given wrong estimation of time.
I cant escape from estimation meeting
Not able to concentrate on work as every time team mates make fun of me.
I don't want to leave company and run away as this indicates cowardliness and not facing it.
I am in love with a girl in office and am not able to express my feelings to her
Losing my patience and productivity is degrading
How do I solve these things, even though I try keeping calm. If I tell them with aggression, Manager screw me during hikes, team mates screw me saying you are negative person short tempered and again they will make fun of me. These issues are making me to worry a lot.