I asked this earlier but it seems that it was misunderstood, and it looks like this was too, or perhaps I just couldn't explain it, so I'm rewriting this (once again..).
Let me start. When I was a kid (8-9, perhaps), I sometimes used to feel uncomfortable and kept repeating an action so I would feel better. Time went by, I grew up (it's been just 5-6 years, but anyway..), the feelings and thoughts remain, even worse now, actually. I'm always touching my hair, messing with it, or when I'm working (programming) I just check, recheck and rewrite code over and over, eventually running out of time and nothing actually gets done. The feeling of fear, the thoughts about the code I didn't rewrite, it's just.. impossible to control. I feel like just wasting all my time on nothing. I eventually give up of the projects, but I realise that doesn't help me. There are other symptions, but I think these examples are enough. I suspect I suffer from OCD and I've been researching about it and possible treatments, but I'm just 13, so, hm, contacting a psychologist is probably not an option. Another weird feeling I have is that I get that exact same feeling of fear, or whatever may it be, like when I'm coding, when I see a word with some letters like "s", "g", but it depends on which word (e.g. it happens with "string" but not "std", it happens with "google" but not "Google" or "Good"), I can't explain it, just weird - perhaps that actually has to do with the problem when coding.
I started watching the videos from Katie D'Ath a little ago, seems fine: https://www.youtube.com/user/23katied?feature=watch
I was hoping somebody could help me with this, thanks.